im so awkward, i never know what to say. This girl Eva came to my house last night and we were cuddling and holding hands and all that good stuff, but i couldnt think of anything to say. we just laid there and watched Jingle All the Way for most of the time she was at my house.
The same thing i had yesterday for breakfast
A little bit of that popcorn i mentioned before( i know, its bad, but i only had a handfull)
2 cups of green tea
And then I come downstairs from a nap and BAM, my parents ordered pizza =\
and i ate some=\
but it was the kind of pizza thats like, square. So i had like 7 3x3 inch pieces
But it was only 5, so im thinking ill be fine if i stick to water for the rest of the day.
Im gonna start doing reviews of stuff too. Im also gonna put up my HW LW and GW.
I had the breakfast i mentioned
a piece of pot pie
a whooole bunch of frozen grapes.
that stupid popcorn
and everything else.
and i didnt work out
uhhhhhhhhhgggg i feel so full and gross.
although when i look back it doesnt seem like I ate much, idk if thats good or bad.
In a half asleep stupor i just drank a glass of soda ( i never drink soda)
Some tuna salad that was sitting out
a piece of bread
and a bunch of chocolaty popcorn that was sitting out and i feel awful right now.
Im full as hell and tired
Idek why i did that.
5 pieces turkey bacon
2 slices turkey breast
3 Tbsp ceam cheese
2 cups brwn rice
All shoved in a bowl, then into my mouth
Ive got some gree tea brewing too.
Didnt sleep last night again because of my english paper. Thank goodness its due today, maybe ill actually sleep tonight.
Im feeling pretty hungry right now, so im hoping ive got a calorie deficit.
Anyway, im about to make something for breakfast but idk what yet. Ill keep you posted as usual
Today i ate:
Tuna salad and brown rice.
A pickle with that meal^
And a bunch of arab candy at moneers house
Idt i lost weight today AND i have to stay up all night writing my stupid paper
3 Pieces of tomato bread. Which really isnt bad considering its just bread tomato and cheese.
Im about to eat some beef and brown rice. We’ll see how that goes and ill let you guys know how i feel tomorrow.
Also about the vlog. Not happening today, i need to find a video editing program. Maybe tomorrow?
So i cant time my runs yet, but i jogged 1 mile today. Nothing great but i felt good afterwards.
Im gonna stick to running for today since im kind of busy with school work. Im leaving in 45 minutes and im gonna record my mile time so i can see how it improves. My best time in high school was 8:34, but ive got a strong feeling 2 years of sitting in my room reading have taken their toll on that number.
But im up now and pumped. Im gonna be having tomato bread for dinner and im thinking of cutting all liquids but water out until this weekend. I dont know what kind of horrible toxins are lurking within my body right now but i want to get them out. If anyone knows of a good “cleanse” that only takes 2 or 3 days let me know. Im gonna be looking into those.
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Im pretty pumped… maybe too pumped. I didnt sleep at all last night because I was watching weight loss videos on youtube and that does worry me that im starting this whole journey on no sleep, so im gonna take a nap and get going around 8am. Im a believer in short term goals so thats the first think i want to lay out.
My current weight is 315.2
My first goal is going to be to lose 6 pounds by tuesday because ive got a cute girl coming over and that would be a good confidence boost.
My second goal will be to get under 300 pounds by Dec 12th ( My 3rd official weigh in, the first was yesterday at 315.2)
My third goal is going to be to weight 285 by Jan 1st, that was my old “fat” weight and just seeing that number again would really get me pumped.