So last night
Was crazy. I went to a house show a few blocks away from my house and definitely got a good workout, and almost got into a fight with a skinhead. Today im not really doing anything since my best friend is in florida with his family and blahblahblah So im just gonna stay in and eat cuties and wish i had someone to kiss at midnight lol.
thelifeofmyferrets asked: you should try satsumas! They are mandarins. They are the best!
Are the most addictive things ever. Im making some brown rice, had some clementines (cuties are clementines if you havent heard of them before) and im planning on making some sort of skillet type thing for breakfast with the brown rice and a bunch of veggies. Todays going really well so far =]
I lose so many followers
Every time i post i lose at least 1 follower lol
ok so an update on my actual weight
Between christmas eve and the day after xmas I ate wayyyy to much, got up to about 310(some water weight of course), but now im baclk down to 306.6 and i really want to do well this week so im sticking my goal at 301 for 1/6 Im so sick of being juuuuust above 300, ive gotta get under that.
Tomorrow im still weighing in, ill change the current weight in my about me then, im shooting for 305 or 306
Im finally on a decent sleeping schedule
I ate an egg/ham/salsa omelette for breakfast with some OJ and a couple clementines Im about to make some green tea and get ready to meet up with some friends. Im feel like im back on track again and its awesome =]
Ok a quick question.
Do you guys mind that i post so much? I used to post constantly and i lost a few followers so idk if its annoying to you guys or not. Thats also why i havent been posting so much. opinions?
Ok, im gonna start consolidating my food posts to...
Today i ate 4 waffles with jelly (just dont ask) a huge bowl of brown rice with a little italian dressing and parmesan. 6 clementines Im happy with my eating today =]
So my official post holidays weight
310 Told you guys it wasnt good. Im hoping some of this is water weight so itll come off easily. And its not much better that i cant really work out today since im going to be busy as hell. Oh well, as long as i dopnt eat too much i should be fine =]
thelifeofmyferrets asked: awesome gift! Are you going to be attending? I went for culinary in 2010 and basically finished my first year. I had to leave for health reasons which I am working on but I learned so much in the 7 months.
I seriously got the best Christmas present ever.
My parents are sending me to the CIA ( culinary institute of america ) Holy Crap
A word about being "skinny"
Ive never been skinny. Ive ALWAYS been either the “fat” or “chubby” kid But i have been healthy And honestly 10 times out of 10 a person who is chubby but healthy/ in good shape will look and feel “better” than someone whos skinny and unhealthy. When i was healthy I knew I was chubby but i didnt mind, girls liked me, I felt great, and i could deadlift 500...
In a time where I thought id lose followers
I gained some. I know this is supposed to be a weight loss blog and there hasnt really been very much losing weight, but you guys are awesome and inspire me every time im on here. Welcome all new followers! My blog pretty much just consists of the struggle i have with my new weight and how getting it off seems impossible for me =| Ill try to introduce myself to you within the next couple...
And another thing
All the people in this shit stain of a town i live in give exactly 0 shits about their health. Its really sad and just makes it harder for me to stay on track. Im not blaming anything on anyone else, i chose to eat all the things that got me to this point, but when all the people around you are fat, its a lotttt easier get fat yourself. I just want to move somewhere where people care. cause...
So the past 2 days
Have been awful, and im feeling it. I feel like total shit and im seriously regretting eating so poorly. Im probably back up to like 310-312 ( i gain weight reallllly fast) and this all just sucks. Im sick of feeling this way. I was doing so well and then i gave in because i had an excuse ( the holidays). Im so done with this crap. I need to get on a better sleeping scedule too. It got fucked...
Im prepared to weigh in at around 310 tomorrow.
Its been an awful week. I cant wait for the holidays to be over.
What is healthy eating?
All i see are cookies and fattening holiday foods?
neverfallingback-deactivated201 asked: What is your favorite workout? Btw, I think you're awesome and I can't wait to see you lose all that weight! :)
Reblog if you're willing to answer publicly...
Bring it onnnn!
I hate how
All my friends compare me to shay carl. But hes lost over 100 pounds now. Its really sucks when they say ” old shay carl” But something he said that really resonated with me was ” if you want to be skinny, do what skinny people do. If you want to be fat, do wat fat people do” Hes really right. Its all a choice. When i walk into the kitchen and see the hundreds of...
Im going back to monday weigh ins
Mostly since i totally ate breakfast and everything and forgot to weigh in. Plus i just liked them better. Although im pretty sure i weigh like 305 right now =\
GUYS IM BINGING SO HARD =[
On some apples. Sup healthy living? My names Kyle =]
CALLING ALL WEIGHT LOSS BLOGS
Reblog and ill follow. The more support we have the stronger we are =]
Im up at 5
And i want to die. I had some tuna and 1 1/2 pickle spears for breakfast. Bluhhhhh
If your goal is to be a size 0, or any other pant size you really shouldnt keep that as your goal. Some of you could have 0% body fat and still not fit into a 0. Make being healthy your goal instead of a pant size that is represented by a number that literally means nothing.
I really wish i was the type of angry person
Who could just like yell or hit something and look like an idiot for a second but feel better. Instead everything still makes me angry, but im never outwardly angry. Instead I eat and sit with myself in my head just wondering why some people exist.
Something I cant wait to change
Ive worn a size 38 pants and XL tshirt since 7th grade and those have always been my sizes. Until the past 6 months where for some reason I decided to eat 60 pounds of fat and explode to a size 42 pants and to barely fitting into a XXL I cant wait to get back to XL and the same 38 pants ive always worn.
I want to follow more weight loss blogs
Like or reblog this and ill follow you as long as your blog isnt cluttered with too much stuff thats not focused on weight loss/nutrition/health/living well/pictures of hot skinny girls And of course person posts are fine, i just dont want my dash filled too much with memes, lol
chasesthesun asked: Hey, I actually love all your personal posts, they're really motivating haha. Keep up the good work! (:
So ive decided
I need to get more serious about this. I tried the whole ” im just gonna casually start eating less and blahblah” But that didnt work, so im going to bed early tonight, waking up early, and going running first thing tomorrow. Ive gotta start taking this seriously before i gain all my weight back.
A little bit of good news
Ive lost a little more than an inch off my waist! Thats something thatll keep me motivated!
Back from my run
I cant wait until its warm outside again so ill actually sweat on my runs.
So tell me this
Why do my ex girlfriends think its a good idea to randomly fight with me? I was a good boyfriend She decided to date other guys behind my back And somehow im the bad guy here lol ok, im going on a run to sweat you out of my life. But seriously im going on a run now since i ate 3 chocolate chip cookies out of frustration.
Im doing well with my eating today! Spirits:...
So far ive eaten two apples a cutie about 4 ounces of ham and a (very) small portion of scalloped potatoes. Feeling good, and i think if i keep this up tomorrow, i might weigh in at (+0)
All ive eaten today is fruit
Mostly because i love the shit out of fruit, and my parents refuse to buy anything other than fattening food.
Acknowledging ive fallen off the wagon
Its been like 3 days since ive really kept track of what im eating and im not gonna let myself fall completely off track this time. I got really stressed out about stupid things and I shouldnt have. Tomorrow im getting back on track, but i have a feeling im gonna be showing a 2 or 3 pound gain on friday =\
I keep losing followers too =\
Sorry i havent been doing very well or anything. Idk whats wrong with me. Ive gotta get back on track.
Havent slept in 2 days, uhhhhg
And its seriously messing me up, not to mention the past 2 or 3 days Ive done awful with my eating. I feel like im halfway off the wagon. I havent even been keeping trackof what I eat, so im gonna start again today. Off to band practice =\
Just went on a jog/walk
after staying up all night and it was awful Now im moving super slow and idk why Its like my bodys stuck in molasses
I totally forgot to mention that i got new running...
Theyre nikes and theyre the most comfortable shoes ever.
keepgoingdown asked: 53, 94
Im 2 months away from my 20th birthday
Why do I still get growing pains? uhhg
Entertain me with invasive questions.
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3. What was the last thing you ate?
4. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
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62. Have you ever dyed your hair?
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68. How long was your longest relationship?
69. Is the glass half empty or half full?
70. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
71. Who is your most loyal friend?
72. Are you in a relationship?
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74. Are you a bad person?
75. Are you a lover or a fighter?
76. What did you do on your last birthday?
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78. If your best friend died, what would you do?
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80. If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do?
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99. What is your greatest accomplishment?
100. What is the meaning of life?
Todays a fucking disaster
Im stressed out because of my asshole parents Ive had a tension headache all day I havent been keeping trackof what ive eaten Ive eaten wayy too much And im pretty sure ive used up all my resources as far as relationships go in my area. All the girls here seem to be the same and its nauseating And im not saying i wish i was in a relationship, it just sucks that there NOONE here that doesnt...
Send me questions, idc how weird of intrusive they are, ill answer them, Anon or not.
I have like no energy, idk what the hell is going on.
Ive felt like crap all day, but i took a nap and i feel better. I havent eaten anything today, so i ate and apple, and now im eating 2 tamales my dad brought home. Also, im realllllllllllly bad with spicy food, i hate it. Idk its so bad for me but i can even eat nacho cheese doritos without feling like my mouth is melting. BUT, spicy food boost your metabolism, so i added some hot sauce to my...
Stayed up all night at a diner with my friends
Im tired as hell and i feel fat as hell even though i didnt eat anything. I need a nap or something.
Didnt do great today, but im proud of the choices...
So far ive haddd 2 apples 6 cuties ( theyre clementines, sorry about calling them tangerines) a small bowl of the fried sadness A panda bowl with fried rice and orange chicken a 6’ roast beef sandwich with spinach, olives. pickles, and oil/vinegar and im actually stomach hungry (opposed to “mind” hungry) which means i should be good for weight loss =]