Well since i can't seem to make any friends here
I might as ell make some internet friends. Who wants to chat?
Its been 6 months since my last ex and i broke up
And it still puts me in the worst mood to even just see a post of hers on Facebook. It just makes me angry knowing she’s happy. I did so much for her and her family and just asdfhjkl I know none of you know what the hell I’m talking about but i just need to vent. I need to try to go to bed Rant: over.
Tomorrow I'm back to classes
And since i get out at 1:30 I’m gonna hit the gym at my school. I still haven’t weighed myself but i feel like I’m making some serious progress and I’m pretty stoked. Id like to be under 260 next time i go home.
Not weighing myself sucks
But i also think its the reason I’ve been doing so well. I don’t feel that pressure the scale used to create. I just notice when my body changes and thats motivation enough. Not to mention the fact that no matter where you walk at my school you’re just about always going to be going uphill lol.
I ate pretty badly today
its saturday, dealwithit
I also just realized how dark that first picture...
always gets in the way of tumbling. I wish i was a tumblr major.
A person I’m friends with on Facebook just posted ” If scientists say you can’t create or destroy matter why is everyone bitching about the environment being destroyed” This is why the other countries in the world think were stupid .
Im losing weight!
I have no way to weigh myself but i noticed a loss of weight when i looked down at myself this morning, and in the mirror in the bathroom! Ive been watching what i eat and my school intrinsically requires a lot of walking/ riding my bike to different buildings. Im not even trying that hard, which could end up dangerous so I’m gonna start challenging myself a little more.
Im in my dorm at the CIA and its really awesome, it sucks being away from home but at least its nice and my roommate is pretty cool. Ill take pictures whenever i have time, but this week is gonna be busy as hell. the good news it that I’m eating really well, Ive got some fiber one bars and life water and they have healthy choices at ll of the meal services. IM SO STOKED ON THIS
IM IN NEW YORK
So basically the day I’ve been waiting for since i was 16 is tomorrow. NBD I move into my dorm tomorrow. Im gonna post hardcore pictures. and by hardcore i mean some pretty sweet pictures not porn. This also means my blog is gonna be back in full swing soon =]
leaving tomorrow for the CIA
Im so fucking excited
I got a macbook pro today
I’ve never owned a mac so i figured id try it out. The price tag was ridiculous but I’m actually enjoying the computer a lot.
All i need to do is buy my bike and other dorm essentials before i leave on sunday. Does anyone have any tips on dorm life/ things to buy for a dorm?
Im 20 now
And it sucks I also still weigh 306 Idk what the hell is wrong with me, but I honestly dont feel too depressed like i thought i would. I have amazing friends, and ive got an opportunity to do what I love for a living. I basically said goodbye to my friends today, which was bitter sweet. Me and my friends are just about the tightest group of friends youll ever see, and it sucks saying...
Im in a venting mood, so this pissed me off today
I have a susan g komen ribbon on my keychain that I wear on my belt loop and some stupid hick called it “faggy” because it was pink at the diner I go to today. Cancer has had a huge impact on my life and my friends/family and if its possible for future people to have better treatment available to them id like that to happen. So you can fuck off, sir.
Thanks for being here =] I haven’t been keeping up with my blog a whole lot since im only home for a couple more days before i leave for NY and im spending as much time as i can with my friends and family, but soon ill be posting more about my workouts and eating habits IN NY! If you want to chat im usually on here either really early in the morning or really late at night, so feel free to...
So for some reason my ex gf came up a lot today
I ended up stumbling across like 3 old videos of her and I on my computer. She kept coming up in conversations since I hung out with one of her friends I found an old picture she sent me last vday and about 9 million other things. All by coincidence I seriously wish she would just stop coming up so damn much.
My body loves being fat apparently
Still trying to get under 304, and with my birthday only 5 days away im gonna have to hustle. also, i leave for new york in 9 days WOO
I havent been updating much
and i havent been weighing myself or anything BUT something awesome happened Today was the first time ive ever gone to the doctor and weighed LESS than i thought i would. im at 304.6 These 300’s are tough, but im gonna be out of them by my birthday (the 8th) I promise you all that